Mini-updates

Yeah not much has been going on since my last update.
my doctors appt is this friday
im actually sorta nervous.
idk
This is hell week for me- literally haha because for the one-acts and stuff.
Tomarrow is opening night!
Hopefully all goes well.
Sorta nervous not really.
As of how physically ive been feeling
eh
same ol' same ol' aka gets worse everyday.
lol
My back where my kidneys are are starting to hurt and the area wher emy liver is hurts a good 85% of the time, uh, I still get the wind knocked out of me doing the littlest things
weve been having problems with my meds too, like for delievery and stuff, i called in my meds... last week and they have to get approved by my physician- but the thing is .. i have 7 physicans on my team. so, they were checking in with the wrong physician that normally signs off on the meds, and its all a mess.
and we just got a childrens hospital bill bankin up to pretty much 4,000$
and my med cost went up, and my copays to each doctor visit went up , and now the thing with my kidneys- thats a whole nother issue that im gonna have to deal with now- idk whats going on to tell you the truth.
I dont receieve any information.
nada.
and im going to my doctors appointment alone. and i dont wanna go alone. ill go with a stranger if i had to.
i just idk
bah.
alright. ill update later.
im tired. as heck.
ive been spending 12+ hour days at school.