Yeah.
So, things have NOT been going well.
I got grounded for.. i dont even know what i got grounded for.
Something about my foreign exchange student, shes not happy to be here, and its my fault so im grounded and i still dont know if i can go to the one acts. which is bad, last night i had to tell my whole cast that i mgiht not be there, and i had to find replacements JUST IN CASE.
and its just extremely stressful
As for the doctors appointment, it went fine. it was very long..
I know for a fact, im not stopping treatment, they are lowering the dosages though because the side effects are getting worse. They are really worried about my white blood cell count, so im back at the doctors getting blood drawn once a week instead of just once a month or so.
I might get prescribed sleeping pills, because i can never sleep unless i was up for a REALLLLLY long time, which has been that way for the past week, but it will go back to my normal schedule ... tomarrow.
I havent taken my injections yet this week because i didnt want to feel like crap foor the one acts, so ill take it late tonight. or it depends.. it depends if my mom will let me go to the one acts.
idk.
Im just really stressed out, physically i feel alright today... so far.
But emotionally im extremely worn out, i feel used, and its probably just my meds and stuff, but its really getting to me. idk. alright ill update later.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
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