Saturday, January 3, 2009

BAD. bad bad bad

Yeah. SOOO.
i dont think im stopping treatment.
My last day of the drugs as of now is October 28th 2009.

I want to cry just saying that date.
I have given up so much
My body for one, I feel like ive lost connection with my close friends,
I get so emotional over the littlest things
I just idk.
gah.
I want to cry so bad right now
I thought i got off the hook because i was in remission
But apparently its only in remission for now, it could come back twice as hard in a month or so

I feel like i should be on a couch with a big bowl of ice cream and watching a sappy love story while i cry my eyes out.

Anyways.
Ill post more depressing blogs later.

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