updates.

Heyo. So like... 94 days left :D I have a big doctors appt. on thursday, but its mostly going to be with the nurse practitioner, my specialist MIGHT not be in at that clinic that day. Other than that... Ive been feeling like crap again lately, I have my good days, which are normally like 1-2 days during the week, it happened to be the weekend this time, thank gosh, i did my injections last night- all went well, my skin is getting tougher and tougher to put the needle through etc. etc. I feel like crap today and really want tylenol, but i really have been trying to stop, REALLY have been trying to stay off of it. I havent taken it for like a week, and i really notice a difference- as in I FEEL LIKE SHIT. but yeah i thought id give a cute little shout out to the people that really have stood by myside, or have really listened to what ive had to say.. like just you know. the people that have helped me through this whole expierence My mom My doctors- and nurses Mike and Cathy All the HepC network- Rob, Shirley, Danielle S., Carol, all of you in that group you know who you are... Childrens Hospital- and radiology unit My family- Amanda, Bon -and fam, Zettles, texan cousins- carol-marty and kids. Jake E. Jake Z. Shane Sam H Anna L. (and her mom) Laura D- and the fam( her momzie) Katrina Mr. Killian- (my adv. bio teach)-and my other sweet teachers that know about it- and some others... Really.. like even if you dont know whats going on, its just nice to tell people whats been going on, lately it just seems if i try to tell someone something thats going on they dont care-or they dont know what to say- which is what it was like in the begining- its just weird ? I know if i was in the position too.. its hard. Honestly the only people that really REALLY help , are hte ones that just listen, and th eones that have been through what i have been going through, the network- i really have taken in advice from each and every one of you, Its hard for me to update things alot so i msorry im not always posting things. Right now im a little yellow and my liver area- has been hurting since.. like 3 weeks now, my eyes are really sore, and maybe im just tired. Its been getting harder for me to breathe this weekend too, ill have shooting chest pains in the middle, and then i can get lower back pains as well and no. not for that time of the month thank you very much. its all weird, and complicated, i hope this doctors appoitment will have some answers... ............... I just cant wait till im done ... with all of this... I refuse to do another year of treatment if i had to... I dont htink i do.. but .. if it came up....i wouldnt... this year ... has really been a rollercoaster ride,,.. not a fun one either...anyways... i guess ill go to bed now .