Updates/Depressed

Hey Everyone
Ive been thinking about what to post on here.
So updates again, Started my new job, i love it, but its very exhausting!!!!
I saw My Sisters Keeper today, its the movie with the leukemia patient ,.. i abouts balllllled my eyes out. Then i had to say goodbye to Elodie she was a foreign exchange student, so that brought tears to my eyes. Then i was just htinking how all the exchange students are all gone now.. back home... its just hard for me because i got close to so many of them... Then ithought about Yulia from last year and started crying i miss her so much. I miss polina too ...
Health wise.. eh its okay. Nothing new, nothing better, nothing worse. Waiting for my doctor to call me back... still.....Probably having liver failure due to me overdosing my tylenol, but its the only medicine that gets me through the day. i know its bad, and i think im honestly addicted to it... I take way to many, and i can tell when i do and dont take it. I depend on tylenol.
Anyways, Im in a depressed mood right now, who knows why. but sooner or later it will get better ,starting thursday will be an exciting weekend, I work taste of MN with the EMT's, then friday ihave EMT class again, then saturday i will be upnorth helping my grandma and grandpa, (ill) and having fun with my family since i never freaking see them, then coming back later sunday afternoon then i am working the No doubt concert at night with EMT. then back to EMT on monday :) haha. It will be another busy week. Not to mention my car doesnt like me. So we are trying to find a new car for a good deal etc. but w.e... Idk. i should be getting to sleep.

*Sigh,....*
Night

.. OH!! my hair extensions should be coming soon :)))) I feel really pathetic honestly ... that i bought them, and im almost embarrsssed to wear them... but theres a part of me that like.. loves them and like .. it makes me feel like a normal person again, and then the other part is i dont want my friends to pull them out and shit, or w.e the case may be.. im just embarrsed.. i guess.... I dont want anyone to judge me because of them... so idk...but having them in to myself is fun, It makes me feel better etc. etc. More feminine.. i hoping it helps the balding..
Its really getting bad... like... i have to wash my hair every single day because my medicine makes my hair really gross right? but everytime i shower clumps of hair come out... And ive talked to other patients with the same thing i do.... and they all say the same thing i am.. like the girls atleast.. we all bought extensions... are we pathetic or not...Idk... they should be here tomarrow or so though..

I want treatment to be done... Im sick of it taking over my life. :/