Updates/Depressed

Hey Everyone
Ive been thinking about what to post on here.
So updates again, Started my new job, i love it, but its very exhausting!!!!
I saw My Sisters Keeper today, its the movie with the leukemia patient ,.. i abouts balllllled my eyes out. Then i had to say goodbye to Elodie she was a foreign exchange student, so that brought tears to my eyes. Then i was just htinking how all the exchange students are all gone now.. back home... its just hard for me because i got close to so many of them... Then ithought about Yulia from last year and started crying i miss her so much. I miss polina too ...
Health wise.. eh its okay. Nothing new, nothing better, nothing worse. Waiting for my doctor to call me back... still.....Probably having liver failure due to me overdosing my tylenol, but its the only medicine that gets me through the day. i know its bad, and i think im honestly addicted to it... I take way to many, and i can tell when i do and dont take it. I depend on tylenol.
Anyways, Im in a depressed mood right now, who knows why. but sooner or later it will get better ,starting thursday will be an exciting weekend, I work taste of MN with the EMT's, then friday ihave EMT class again, then saturday i will be upnorth helping my grandma and grandpa, (ill) and having fun with my family since i never freaking see them, then coming back later sunday afternoon then i am working the No doubt concert at night with EMT. then back to EMT on monday :) haha. It will be another busy week. Not to mention my car doesnt like me. So we are trying to find a new car for a good deal etc. but w.e... Idk. i should be getting to sleep.

*Sigh,....*
Night

.. OH!! my hair extensions should be coming soon :)))) I feel really pathetic honestly ... that i bought them, and im almost embarrsssed to wear them... but theres a part of me that like.. loves them and like .. it makes me feel like a normal person again, and then the other part is i dont want my friends to pull them out and shit, or w.e the case may be.. im just embarrsed.. i guess.... I dont want anyone to judge me because of them... so idk...but having them in to myself is fun, It makes me feel better etc. etc. More feminine.. i hoping it helps the balding..
Its really getting bad... like... i have to wash my hair every single day because my medicine makes my hair really gross right? but everytime i shower clumps of hair come out... And ive talked to other patients with the same thing i do.... and they all say the same thing i am.. like the girls atleast.. we all bought extensions... are we pathetic or not...Idk... they should be here tomarrow or so though..

I want treatment to be done... Im sick of it taking over my life. :/

Hair Extension

So today i went to the mall- on a search for hair ideas because my hair keeps falling out and its really getting to me, I feel as if ive lost all feminity- So anyways i went to the booth and the lady put in clip on-s that i can leave in and stuff, they looked so amamzing and everything and i was telling the lady how im on treatment and all that stuff and she was like //....I will give you a really big discount for what your going through and for being so young, i almots cried, the original price was over 500$
she then knocked the price down to 300 for me. But i still coundlt afford it, but when she was taking them out i wanted to just run with them in because it had been so long since ive had long hair and thick hair that it made me also just want to cry. but anyways i came home and found the exact same extensions online same color same everything for only 115$ , I bought them right away.
So ill be having long hair again really soon!
I am excited!
Health wise-
I felt like barfing today, and it was totally that time of the month of pooping out a uterus so everything was painful today haha. plus i was tired and my joints hurt, and im still recovering from the treatment from friday ,...
I have my EMT class tomarrow morning at 8. I am tired. So i will go to bed now. Tootles.

LONG TIME

Hey EVERYONE!!
Sorry its been forever
lets see what has been going on since april!!!
May- I had prom, and graduated from highschool, got my CNA,
June- Got a job as a CNA, started my EMT class, and have been working working working, and then having time for my really good friends.
ILLNESS UPDATES
well, i was fine in april and may- June has been hard, i think its because im just passing my halfway mark through treatment, today actually sucked i was yellow for a little bit
I was put BACK on the Chronic Kidney Disease patient list or w.e
My liver is crap
I think im addicted to pain killers, and im really not kidding
I have a big doctors appoitnemtn coming up whenver he calls me back
I have a lab apoitnement once a week still because my lab results are always messed up
they have to change my meds constintly
My stomach has formed like a tougher skin around it where i like to inject so its harder to get a needle in and it starts to hurt now, so idk what im gonna do, whenever i do it in my leg it hurts like a bia, and the side effects are 10x worse

My cousin that lived with us for a long time.moved out in early june
I get to work the No doubt concert for my EMT class as a EMT student.
Im really ex cited
I start training for my new job on wednesday.
Uh what else, Tomarrow i will try to dig out my lab tests and put the numbers on here.
again sorry for no updates in forever and a day.

Ill try to update more because my condition seems to have gone down hill again. haha
i was doing fine for almost two months!!! :DDDD

I will hold a big ass party/Dinner my last day of treatment. October 28th
Still counting down!!!! :)