Sorry i took forever to update again
So i had my doctors on thursday-
not much went down, he is sorta dumbfounded by all my joint pains, he isnt sure where its all coming from , and he is suprised how distinguished it is, so he took some extra blood tests to see if any weird levels of stuff were up or down. Um
other than that... same ol same ol; still feeling crappy.
still freaking about college
bones are hurting badl
tired/headache
i notice when i get headaches my face especially cheeks get reallly red/hot.
and i get dizzy.
tomarrow i have a senior late start as well as wednesday- but i have to drive the girls to school for their classes but mine still have late start- then thursday i miss the whole day to tour winona university
woop woop.
then friday is a normal day.. greatttt.
but yeah.
ill soon have my blood tests in the mail.. prolly tomarrow or wednesday..
i have a long day tomarrow..
orchestra in the morning .. but im not gonna go anymore... then orchestra from 5:45-9:30-....
ugh
atleas ti dont have actual orchestra the class tomarrow due to the senior scheduling,.
woop
eh anyways.
ill update as soon as i find out more i guess.
just waiting for the results.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Future
So eh
Hey everyone
sorry its been like forever.
not much has been happening.
Just conintuning on with the mediciation
which i feel like it hasnt been making me ...horribly actually physically sick anymore, but its been messing with my actual organs /joints and everything now, im actually in pain alot of the days.
Since im always like in pain ive become really irritable and really bitchy, and i dont really want to deal with anyone much anymore. I wouldnt say im depressed, or anything but more.. bipolar.
haha i feel bad for saying that but i guess maybe thats what it is?
Im so stressed with my future too. Im really upset to know that my mom wants me to stay home one more year and just go to the community college for 1 year of generals because it might be to hard for me to go away if im still on treatment, which im on until october 28th but the side effects can last up to 6 months afterwards. thats how long it takes everything to flush my system .
So im not really happy about that i really wanted to the 4 year dorm expierence, but maybe this is how im supposed to do it, even if its not what i want. In all honesty sometimes i dont know what i want. I know i want to go into nursing, oncology would be nice. But its like im always stuck in a rut or something is always just blocking me toget there.
idk
ugh
anyways i have a doctors appointment on thursday.
This week is spring breka and i work today from 6-10:30
tomarrow and thursday from 3-10:30
friday from 3-:6:30
and saturday from 2-7
so i will be making so much money, which i need to pay back my mom for car insurance. i wish that was going into my wallet but w.e
alright ill update on thursday if i have time to tell how the doctors goes
Hey everyone
sorry its been like forever.
not much has been happening.
Just conintuning on with the mediciation
which i feel like it hasnt been making me ...horribly actually physically sick anymore, but its been messing with my actual organs /joints and everything now, im actually in pain alot of the days.
Since im always like in pain ive become really irritable and really bitchy, and i dont really want to deal with anyone much anymore. I wouldnt say im depressed, or anything but more.. bipolar.
haha i feel bad for saying that but i guess maybe thats what it is?
Im so stressed with my future too. Im really upset to know that my mom wants me to stay home one more year and just go to the community college for 1 year of generals because it might be to hard for me to go away if im still on treatment, which im on until october 28th but the side effects can last up to 6 months afterwards. thats how long it takes everything to flush my system .
So im not really happy about that i really wanted to the 4 year dorm expierence, but maybe this is how im supposed to do it, even if its not what i want. In all honesty sometimes i dont know what i want. I know i want to go into nursing, oncology would be nice. But its like im always stuck in a rut or something is always just blocking me toget there.
idk
ugh
anyways i have a doctors appointment on thursday.
This week is spring breka and i work today from 6-10:30
tomarrow and thursday from 3-10:30
friday from 3-:6:30
and saturday from 2-7
so i will be making so much money, which i need to pay back my mom for car insurance. i wish that was going into my wallet but w.e
alright ill update on thursday if i have time to tell how the doctors goes
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