Sick

Hahaha. Well who knew id be posting another "sick" blog.
I was reading through all my other blogs . Im loving the titles on all of them
"Sick.. still sick.. ughhh... sick.. still sick...."
etc etc etc .
haha
wel
ltoday im sick
i felt really crappy last night, i was super out of it i guess, dizzy, sorta clammy, just eh. you know. kinda icky.
so today i woke up and i seriously feel like one of the morning after a treatment .
I have a killer headache, im hot then im cold, i have the sniffles, body achin.
Granted of course its that "time of the month" WONDERFUL! haha
but its never been this bad before.
Its like straight up interferon side effect feeling right here.

Im trying to get off of work for the day so i can just try to relax and get better ya know?
Maybe that will help.
who even knows.
im just.
ugh. not feeling it.
Ill update later again.

Updates..

Well
okay
so i had my tilt table test and everything
i passed out go figue, my blood pressure went down all the way to 40, and i turned grey and everything
im now on medication called 'Florinef'
Blah blah blah
so i think the medication is helping i can definetly tell when i dont take it.
i get woozy and everything
I just cant stand that im on medication again. talk about sucky!
what else.
my 6 month check up thing is coming up here... i can NOT believe its already been that soon.
I am so nervous, as everyone keeps saying, lets hope the dragon is still asleep.
If I ever had to do treatment again or anything... i dont know what i would do...
I know I would probably break into tears and throw a fit. but hey lets hope its not that
lets hope this is the end of it.

somehow i just have this gut... feeling.. its not the end.

with everything going wrong lately... how can it be the end?

Ill update again soon
I go back to my cardiologist on the 29th,
i have to make my appt. with the gastroenterologist tomarrow.