August stuf

So i thought id give you all an inside on whats been going on.
Ive had some depression issues lately, i really have been. I had my doctors on thursday? and that did not go well. the NP didnt really even care. Gina Stores.. I just.i told her everything tha twas wrong, and how i take tylenol and ibuprofun etc etc and nothing helps and all she says is she doesnt know. so she barley took the time to talk to me, and she almost seemed mad at me or something, and like she didnt believe me at all. i wanted to turn around and tell her to walk in my shoes. and see how she feels when she cant drive the day after treatment because her joints hurt so bad she cant even lift her arms for the steering wheel. Idk. so that wasnt a good expierence.
I dont know what my viral load is, i dont know if i have to do another year of treatment or not, i dont know anything. they arent telling me or my mom. So my mom is going to make a big phone cal lon friday when she ahs time because we are always on hold of some sort...
What else... social life wise- not good. Ive been feeling really down these past couple weeks, and i just dont want to deal with my every day to day drama so i sort of snapped a couple nights ago on some people. and i dont regret it . but i just cant wait to start new and fresh at college and stuff.

Today sickwise-
my liver was really painful lol, and my hair is bugging me still and my eyes get blurred vision still and ive been getting the hot flashes again along with all the other flu like symptoms, thank god ive been timing them out so i sleep most of the really crappy stuff off, but sometimes ill still get the chest pain or whatever.

*SIGH*
well i guess il lupdate again later.